You let yourself be in a difficult mess of emotion. 

If I remove that masquerade of yours, the pain will be visible. And when it shows, you will become vulnerable. I can tell without even peeking through that ridiculous facade you present to the world.

How is it possible for you to hide what you feel and hold your composure even you are dying inside? I know it's hard for you. But can't you just be normal instead? You overthink everything in your life and it makes you a complicated person.

Just let it go Insyirah. Let it go. Live your life.