I really hate it when I'm nervous. I will embarrass myself by talking something that I have no intention to say.

I don't know how to overcome my nervousness and it's a major problem for me.

For example, earlier this morning, I attended my first class for this semester and did not prepare myself mentally. Because of that, I got so nervous when I told the lecturer what I knew about finance. And I unintentionally slipped out of my mouth regarding my Investment grade to him and everyone heard that. It looked like I was boasting about my achievement and all when it was never really my intention to say that.

I don't want people to get the wrong idea about what I'm telling them.

When I'm nervous, I will definitely talk about something that is opposing to my true opinion and nature. I can't think when I'm nervous. It's like there's a strong force that controls and overpowers me so that I can't speak the things that I really want to say.

People will get the wrong idea about me if this continues in the future.

I wish I could turn back time. Ha-ha.
Wake up Insyirah!
Even in a million years, it'll never happen.

Maybe, I just need to try slowly to handle my nervous. Hope I'll manage to get pass through this once and for all.