Where am I going to be another 10 years from now? What will I become in the future? Who am I going to end up with? And blah blah blah.. too many questions have kept playing in my mind these past few days. Am I afraid of the future? Of course I AM AFRAID OF MY FUTURE! Even though I know that I should just keep on living with my life, I can't stop thinking about it. Career, love, family, achievements and all are the things that matter to me.

My future is blurry. I can't even see any sign of where I'm going to stand after 10 years. Financial analyst maybe? Huh I don't know. Anything can happen within 10 years. It has been proven. My path of life has proven it.

Love. As for the matter of heart, let's just say it's filled with too much hesitation. Tired of everything. I can't see the possible things that will happen to me in the future as it is too vague. Disappointed about this whole thing until I can't say or express something about it.

It's too disturbing. Help me!